Water

Water

The season of the dying is here
And I’m walking through ghosts like water
I see the feet pounding the pavement
I’m walking past the blank faces
But my left foot is not in this world
And my right foot barely holds me here
My world is changing dimension
The moon is bigger and brighter
The sounds are louder
The smells are stronger
The pain, more painful
Emotions beam like bright colored rays
And I’m caught in the rainbow
Vibrations turning my insides to gel
My head spins
And my vacant eyes are looking through people like water
Stripped naked like autumn trees
My right foot barely holds me here
I’m raw and delicate
And I’m feeling everything like water

Menstrual Musings

I love being a woman. Once a female experiences menarche, she is either pre-menstrual, menstrual, or post -menstrual. We are are always reminded of our functions as life-givers. Our bodies prepare to create new life each month.

When my menses arrives, it is a spiritual experience. Days before, I tend to have vivid dreams and start feeling more in tune with nature. When it arrives, I change - I seem to be in a natural meditative state. It feels as though all of my chakras are wide open, and my senses are sharper. My focus is on just being. Thoughts aren't running through my head, and I feel calm and peaceful. Even the pain that sometimes accompanies my menses is a spiritual experience. I feel my body move into balance as my attention is drawn to my body. Nothing else matters. I feel blessed and in tune with the divine feminine energy. I am receiving energy from the Source so I feel like I have an abundance of love to give. I want to touch more, hug more. I tend to want to love myself more; surround myself in comfort. My moon in Cancer is in full effect :). I see the world through different eyes - all seem naked, stripped of facades and falseness. I tend to look straight into the core of others as I feel we are all one.

Happy Equinox

A new season and new beginnings! So much has happened in my life recently. I would even know where to begin. I just have a word of advice: don't live a life of unhappiness. We sometimes become chained to our obligations, but the truth is we control our lives. We can choose happiness; we just need the courage to do it.

Mamma's growing pains

I see the world around me changing - rapidly. Mother Earth is in desperate need of healing. Of course violence has always been here, but it's becoming more violent. The heat is intense, and I know it was not this hot when I was growing up. We've become so distant from nature that we abuse and pollute our own environment thinking it will not affect us. I send my love to our earth mother.

A name has not come to me yet. A friend has started calling me Nirvana. It sounds lovely, but something is missing.

Soul Names

The subject of soul names came up in one of my tribes, and my senses perked up. I've always (for the most part) been disconnected from my name. It feels strange saying it to describe myself. It's just become a habit, something I do. I was named with love so I accept what I was given; it serves a purpose. However, my ears are waiting to hear the sound that resonates with my being. I haven't heard anything thus far.

Welcome to Mystic's Musings

Welcome to my first blog! I don't exactly know how all of this will turn out, but I'm a creative person, so I'm sure it will be groovy regardless.